want this so bad
It’s alright. It really is.
Like I said, I’m tired.
I guess I’m a little frustrated too. It seems like when I’m depressed and trying not to cause trouble, someone pops up and says “No, that’s not allowed.” Or if I’m feeling good I’m reminded, “You don’t deserve that.” But then when I’m upset and trying to not be trampled on I’m told that, “You’re being prissy.” And that I shouldn’t be doing that or this, or I shouldn’t be this way or that way.
It’s just a tad bit tiring at times.
Haha, no.
I’m not going to turn off my phone, not for him-nor for any grey face who comes my way and thinks they have some control over simple facets of my life like my technology. I might have to think you an idiot if you thought otherwise.
And I never said that was a way of showing him I care. That’s stupid. I just said I did care. There were no mentions of showing it or not showing it.
I also believe that this has been the least prissy I have been in awhile, unless you’re misusing the word. I was irritated by what he did and I showed it. As far as I know, that’s referred to as reacting honestly. Heaven knows he lets me know whenever he’s irritated without a second thought. And that’s not a bad thing.
That one Junus chap.
I’m more worried about everyone who’s around him.
But in all honesty, I do hope the best for people, but I swear I don’t immediately worry about everyone.
I still don’t think I know what it means.
I don’t like to turn off my phone. I honestly don’t have a great deal of many people who contact me, but when they do it’s usually an emergency or I’m needed or such.
I doubt the specific person who has been of topic in my last few asks would very much appreciate hearing this; but, asshole or not, I worry about him too.
I didn’t really mean to upset him. I’m just tired today.
